Pain does not define who we are.
Only serving as a reminder of how far we have come.
My journey full of life altering moments:
Full of pain that wanted me for a companion.
Pain that could see I was on the brink of success...
The pain was me...
My EGO.
My fears.
My choices.
She could feel the broken pieces, see in her reflection that she was not whole.
Not knowing how to mend the jagged edges exposing the failure, humiliation, disappointment that the world had thrust at her. She just wants to be happy, to experience the refreshing enlightenment of love.
To be able to step back and only see hair like cracks rather than these ugly gashes, each one deepened by those who set out to keep her down.
She tries to show that glimmer of light she once knew, perhaps the one; he will light it. If only she could show him what’s hidden inside, if only this pain was able to be shared, or the disgrace of what she has been through was not for her to bare alone.
It was not another that brought the light, for others can't see what she's hidden. So she drove deep into the depths of her despair, the darkness all consuming and joined the child long forgotten. The child afraid in the dark saw her glimmer, but a speck. Like an ember fly- flittering with sparks of emerald green. The child knew this vibration, it was love. The child had dreamed one day she would become a woman just like this, but why was she so dull?
As the child approached a light emerged within her, she couldn't let a child get hurt like she had been. She would take care of her, love her, show her how beautiful the world is when you look past what is out of our control.
The room erupted with a million stars, and within it the shock of seeing her own face reflected back at her. It was her, me, she, I and so much more - we connected, free, conscious and ready to embody the power of choice!
I chose me, do you choose you?
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